Saturday, January 12, 2008

A week of training has passed yet again

Tough the training was
but it was not without its fun moments
the breathing apparatus confidence maze
to me was interesting and fun in a way
crawling through the smoke filled and pitch black maze
its something like moving with a blindfold

Also there were relaxing times as well
Civil Defence trains you like mad
but they usually gives u the rest of the night
to relax and rest up
which included TV! XD

I must say im starting to get use to life there le
but tinking about the 6+months of training to go
its kindna demoralizing :S

All i can do is just look forward to the next book out
but the following 1 might be at risked
due to my sot sir :X

Doing guard duty tml 24hrs ~_~
some recently included system to my course
as my time here ticks away
i just feel weird
walking around my house
but knowing the next time that i will be walking around here
will be in a weeks time just dun make mi feel good at all

So just wanna say
appreciate small but significant things in your life
before it gets taken away from u
may it be temporary or permanent

See you'll fri night if i pass my memory test
of remembering all the Commanders of all the firestations in SG
if not i will only see u all on sat le :S

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:04 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.