Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Ta Dai Ma~

Finally decided to do something about my blog after so long..
its been like wad.. almost half a year?

dunno whether to say that time flied
or was unbearably slow
but it was clearly a new and life changing period of time

3 months of BMTC
away from things you hold so dear to
not just people
places and even feelings
doing things of a total different caliber from the usual
it can cause drastic changes to someone
and i dun mean it in a negative way
its surely something which i feel everyone should try to go through
at less once in their life
being away

Im now on the next stage of my NSF life
posted to SCDF [Civil Defence]
as an Officer Cadet Trainee
in the Basic Officer Course
its already been 2 weeks
but i'm still adjusting to the sudden change
dun like the system in CD
dun like the environment
after going through such an enjoyable BMT
it really made this vocation suck

wonder how im going to endure throught this 8months course
fighting for the pay and honor of the rank after the 8months

shall stop now til next time
should be able to post on a weekly basis until i Pass Out XD

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:14 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.