Thursday, May 17, 2007

Wah the post page in blogger recovered!

Been reading tons of threads
of denim forums
researching and gaining knowledge
which resulted in further induction
of my love for great denim fades

today got a work deal from Cheng
[fyi: Cheng is a biz associate]
to design some flash buttons for someone

Discussions were done
and agreements were made
but once i started i started to feel
feel my inability to get it done
guess when im stressed out
i will kindna lose it

after several hours of trying
decided to gave up
gave up and inform client on my failure
client didnt got mad

it made mi tick
started to feel that im weak
weak when it comes to work
or at less lazy!
the extremely kind
either put in low effort or gave up easily
need to do something bout this

omg! its may 18!!!
ANYTHING!~!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wads gonna happen!!!
will update when i know bout it LOL

erm something to share
Avril lavigne - Tomorrow Live version
she was crying in on that song
her grandpa past away at that day
making this song so much more meaningful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONLr-zweXH0

get touched
by the song
by its lyrics
and by her emotions shown when shes singing it

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:50 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.