Thursday, May 03, 2007

Thought my day was going down bad

But when i heard the news
it hit mi
and made mi realise that mine aint so bad

Derrick's dad passed away :(
appond hearing the news i was in total shock
it came from yk who sms-ed him
initially i couldnt believe it
and actually thought that yk made a really bad joke

Sms-ed rick but got no reply
just hope his holding up alright

he was still at my house yesterday
kindna feel abit lost for words now

take care man...

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:51 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.