Wednesday, April 25, 2007

wow wasnt expecting to wake up so early today

had a nice dream
been so long since i had one
one thats this nice
so much so that it made mi pull myself awake
as i realise that i was dreaming
due to the fact that its never gonna happen in reality

after waking up i felt kindna sad i guess
knowing its just a dream
wanting to go back in but couldnt anymore

wondered how i would look
when i was dreaming just now
hoping to guess i had a small light smile haha

anyway its really been some time since
i woke up before 8
which was my old operating hours
and wanted to blog straight after i awake

it actually feels good
compared to staying up late and waking late
waking up so early gives mi alone time
time before others wake
time to do my own stuff
but i guess thats y it may be considered
boring at times also :P

last night came home and kana scolding by parents
cause i bought the bike without their consent
they where saying its dangerous and stuff
so wads the point of asking them
when i know they will say no :S
another thing thats quite lame is my dad saying
jurong alot big vehicles
when he was the 1 that bought us bikes and
taught us how to ride in the first place
mum threaten to throw it away

my Endurance +1 liao :P

guess i should stop doing anymore stuns
to scare my parents anymore

Yotsuba no Clover...

7:46 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.