Sunday, January 28, 2007

finally im back to blog
been FF12-ing for some time le
im in like 154hours of game play
so that is like erm
154/24 = 6.4 days
wooping 1 week of gaming time :S

anyway im about completing it le
and will be reducing my daily
play time by a whole lot

yesterday late night
watched the just dled Honey & Clover movie
It wasnt really nice i must say
cause i feel that its quite difficult to portray
the extreme lameness
and the deep saddening parts of the anime

story was kindna different
ok lah it wasnt that bad
just cause the anime was too awesome

but it brought back alot of nostalgic feelings
scenes from the anime surfaced in my deep mind
started to feel so much for it again

so this short duration of escape was over eh
thought it would last longer
gaming and stuff was not enough i guess

urge to see the whole series of H & C again
an anime that only ppl similar to mi will love
ppl of wad i call world B ppl

y world B right haha
cause i categorize ppl into 2 types
of world A or world B

not in it to explain this 2 worlds ba
just that they are totally
and i mean really totally different
groups of ppl

because of this classification
i sometimes go crazy and start bragging
sometimes i got alot to say
but i try to hard not to
cause i know it is not at all beneficial
to any World A ppl

Envy of ppl in world A
sometimes upset that they dunno how blessed they are
some place that we of the B world strive so hard to be in
some place thats not measured by distance
some place we might not ever be in haha..

Yotsuba no Clover...

8:46 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.