Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

kindna sad..
shit happened
and it was like i was the total one at fault

y am i always the 1 giving way
though i felt i shouldnt have to do so
xing lun i guess :S

she still feels its my side de thing i guess
i wanna tell her so many things about her
but i guess cause of how she is
i dun really tink i can
or to say even so it will be taken wrongly

suddenly alot of things came clear
things happening not to mi but her
reasons y they are happening

Just like psychology said about
the change yourself instead of
changing partner thingy

nvm ba
i am in no place to judge other ppl
so hard to be hao ren :(
all of this but my feelings still remain unchanged..

but wads the use haha
ya dun worry bout mi im alright :D
im just worried for her

u guys know the psychology some stage thingy?
wahaha the know u gonna die 1
[ok the gonna die is totaly out of point :P]
wad rejection than bargain etc

in the end its always acceptance :P
im at there ba :D
totally dunno wad im saying?
hahahahaha
next post hopefully no more chim post :P

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:26 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.