Saturday, December 16, 2006

im sick :(
cannot better time come find mi 1 leh

wsna have to finish it before i leave tml
crm seriously dunno wad to improve on
the secondary research part
just too tired and lazy to touch crm anymore

actually its kindna saddeding
that my parents set the vacation
conflicting with christmas
[they not into christmas de]

i will only be back on christmas day
so i wont be able to be there
out with friends to celebrate the festive season

doesnt feel good at all
gonna be some lonely christmas
far away from everyone
will there be ppl missing my company
but maybe it might not be a bad thing after all

going down to sch later to see lormee
hope i dun die out there

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:16 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.