Thursday, November 02, 2006

im so lost..
and im stucked there..

like a lost child in the huge shopping center
thats how i would describe it

feel much better now but just now
was hit by that wave of emotions again

really need to do some soul searching
but i seriously doubt it will help

i actually know y im acting this way
but im denying it because i dun wish to believe it

but i will try ok?
try to lift my feet and step forward
dunno where that might take mi
or how long it takes to do that

my mind and body is not corperating
sometimes when 1 does corperate
the other changes haha

i dunno if the e learning break is gonna help

but its good to know someone cares

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:04 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.