Tuesday, October 10, 2006

As expected the haze ish back cause of some wind change

haha my blog ish like getting boring isnt it
saying similar matters over and over again
at less the haze talk ish keeping this blog alive

just did some fyp mass sketching
before that was psycho tutorial
now have to tink of pscm debate questions
year 3 and sch ish not giving us any slack eh
will my poly life continue on like this til it ends?

how i wish i could go back in time an experience
poly again hahahaha do some alterations
but no time travelling eh
even if its possible will it change?

buts its erm how do i describe it
special ba :P
poly is another phrase of my life that i
dun tink i will ever forget
maybe those bits and small pieces
but the big pic and days will still stay with mi :P

haha i ish say til like today or tml
last day of sch like that :S
will make this last sem enjoying and lasting
as much as possible ba even if its with force haha
before its over and we move on to our lifes

suddenly got reminded of the song Split
by suneohair again haha
nostalgic :S

seems like i am not blogging anything good this days
:S i cant zhi high at home 1 haha
im so diff when i have time alone or when im at home
as compared to when im around ppl
sometimes it really scares mi
maybe thats y i zhi high so much? haha
neber really studied myself :P
always observing others and yet i myself
is like a whole place of mystery

time to tink of pscm questions

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:37 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.