Friday, September 15, 2006

did my usual blog browsing and stuff
seems like alot ppl are having relationship stuff
in a relationship or wanting to be in one

well i guess its not something special right?
[i mean the situation where everyone having
relationship probs and stuff]
everyone wans to find their so special other half

hahaha
actually i dunno wad to say
cause i myself ish like in no position to say anything
cause i ish 19 years old le still like this

relationships or just say having like someone
makes u feel the highest high and your lowest low
makes u feel all kinds of emotions where u normally
wouldnt or wont feel so much of
makes u do things u normally wouldnt

so much so its so scary
to an extend that it even turns into a phobia
i guess quite afew ppl are in that stage
mi myself :S
1 of my leg is inside le [maybe more]

but i always know that
if u like that someone so much
u will go do it!
even if it makes u sweat a river or
shiver til the ground shakes
even if u feel super embarassed
the love for that someone breaks
those fears and barriers

Scary as it is
approaching and asking someone out
is like just the first step man
if u decide to make that move
its a long road ahead to walk
lets not say wads at the end of the road
but the trip itself can be the so enjoyable
just cause u are walking with that someone

i feel that technology is killing our courage
hahahaha
why so u all are asking?
cause eh :S with internet and stuff
ppl start to just chat using typing
[maybe that applies to most guys?]
i got this tinking that few years later
everyone will turn mute
cause there is no longer a need to talk
:S

but its not the technology to blame ba
its us the creators and users of technology

but after saying all this
it all comes down to that special someone ba

no matter wad way or things u do
how u try to get closer to him/her
it doesnt really matter
everyone has their way or with some help
from friends or family

it all narrows down to that person
that special someone..

Gambatte Mina!

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:01 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.