Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Ah sashibulida
[Long time no see in jap :S]

blogging to mi depends alot on mood
and also ling gans :X

changed blog skin :D
its not some awesome design
not up to my idea's expectation
but wad to do :S
maybe its my bad drawing
[ya its drawn by mi]
quite a rush out drawing
and also louzi photo taking by mi

used photoshop to edit it abit
so it actually has this special blinding kindna feel
not the initiate idea but it actually fits well
with where im at now
blurred by the light til i dunno whats ahead

if i got the time [is got de i tink haha] and hewling
will redraw it :S

lay on my bed and i started to tink shit again
lots of stuff running through my head
feel so stupid
maybe cause today i woke up too late today
so my mind izznt tired enough to slp yet

so i decided to come here

nothing else for now ba
will do some web surfing til i get so tired
that i will fall aslp immediately after i lay down

Yotsuba no Clover...

12:40 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.