Friday, August 25, 2006


To work or not to work
ML consulting called with this traffic counter
job available for us
it pays $7 per hour but its like only 5hours a day
and the hours is like
7am-9am+
5pm-7pm+?
2 shifts
so its like middle whole day dunno do wad liao
somemore got this "uniform"
must wear white top and cap
mi = no white cap so if i go buy its like
1 day of the work is to pay the cap
and 7am :S they told mi nextweek de is
at woodlands area
must leave house at 6? wake up 5+ own

later going for the briefing
i guess it kills time ba
[as in the job]
also earns like some extra money for mi to
enjoy whether is go out with friends, shopping
or hunting down and collecting my hobby stuff :S

see how ba
aug hm and maybe sy work i work

my operating hours changed
due to reaquaintance to dota
those are fun lah if not i wont stay up til like 3+am
but i dunno how long i can handle this OT
operating hours now is 11am-3am

holidays make u so eng til u will kindna go crazy
if u have things to tink about
from nothing u also can tink to jia lat things
if got something u will die :S

gonna reorder jay's album soon

some weird body facts about mi:
i zhun alot
[zhun is in hokkien. as in erm a quick
and sudden shiver? like feel the chills kind.
more simplily put it when u pee :S
u know? will zhun de lolol]
mi is like no pee got pee
feel abit chilles or something will zhun :S

my hands are weak
not in the strengths part
but i shiver when im using the chopsticks
dunno how come like that
so i guess my palm and fingers are weak?
can like image when im in my golden years
im gonna shiver til no tml when
carrying stuff and eating
will there be ppl to help mi when im old?
haha that we shall wait and see
hopes aint too high man


Yotsuba no Clover...

11:48 AM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.