Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Sunday, August 27, 2006

i didnt know until now...
gomenasai :(

does karma really exist?
im starting to doubt that :S

guess its better to do nothing than something :X
like it goes kiang dio ho mai gek kiang

dun get mi wrong this is not a erm
negative or sad post ba
just needed a place to say it all out

things are alright now?
i guess but it will always be there right?
like u fall and kana a deep cut
it no longer hurts le but u can always see the scar

i guess we all tink too much?
from nothing we can tink til negative stuff
im like that too so im not wronging anyone
just that we tink too much at different times

there are still questions left unanswered
somehow i tink its better that way
its better for mi to not ask so much than to
end up doing damage

sad to say but im scared
maybe im developing a fear/phobia?
than again its cause i tink too much

so many things run in my head
keeped inside cause i felt that its best left unsaid
know im sure of it

Yotsuba no Clover...

1:05 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.