Sunday, August 27, 2006

gomenasai
but i felt i have to say this
dun get me wrong
just read and tink about it ba
not meant to erm say anything bad
just erm wan to inform

it takes both parties to mix
just like it takes 2 hands to clap

lets say if the left hand felt that
there was no clapping how come
the left hand dun do any hinting or acts
to show the wan to clap
the left hand ownself neber clap cannot
say right hand dun wan clap :S

u cant expect to hand the right hand go clap
the left hand all the time?
clap long le the right hand will also will feel its useless
and start to tink is he despo?

when clapping just clap?
and enjoy the beat of the clap
and not tink of other things like am i
trying too hard to clap?
or do i look like im so despo to
clap to the right hand?
cause the right hand might just be clapping
happily cause u decided to clap
tinking nothing else but enjoying the company

hahahaha
its it erm too chim?
i just hope it acts as a reflecting and learning
kindna way
and nothing else :S

its not in my defence of anything
or to bad mouth or to anger
u all should know im not that kindna guy
[if u do than i guess the prob is not mi]
i do joke and lame and be bad but its always
either a joke or its meant to tell u something
hopeing it gets through and change u
for the better? or to at less let u know
something is wrong

pls understand mi
and not take it wrongly

sometimes have to scold or beat
than can show care and love :S
it hurts the scolder and beater also
but it gets the msg across

being good is so hard
but someones gotta do it
cause i luv u all XD

Yotsuba no Clover...

1:26 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.