Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Sunday, July 09, 2006

YOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH

Im back to my normal usual self i guess :D
im taking everything in positively
those negative thoughts that i have has turned
to positive ones cause i wan them to
and they actually is logically positive if u tink about it that way

u can say everything has can be thought as anything
hahaha
it all depends on your mood and other factors
if u are sad no matter how u try to tink of it
it will end up negative
Vice versa
[but i tink negative gets to u easier than positive ones]

come to tink about it
my youth like is gonna like end so soon
im gonna try to pursue wad i wan
and not worrying so much about negative stuff
most of all i can say i did it or tried doing it
DIE REGRETS

the above mentioned thing can be of anything
can be hobbies, play, relationship and so on
after so long of storing on my savings
i tink its about time i take it to good use
Yesh life is more than saving and worrying about future
but i dun mean spend til u pennyless ah
u still have to save and worry but
now my priority for them is kindna low :D

so many things i wanna do and try
and most importantly is...

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:03 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.