Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Saturday, July 01, 2006

The chance came
but when it did, i found out how far im actually at

Everyone else seems to be closer
haha i know i know
i should be puting in more effort instead of tinking about all this
but i guess i cant help it :S
thats wad we humans do right

knowing my trades just made mi feel even further
and that like its quite impossible for mi to even move
but im really willing to try
even if it breaks mi

Hahaha dunno wad i talking about?
its ok lah i just wanna let abit of it out of mi
afterall im like all other humans too man
is just that i dun display some of my emotions out nia

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:15 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.