Thursday, December 29, 2005

This is damn sad man
im getting so upset and pissed over 1 person...

Why must every word u type out be so negative
i tink 90% of wad u type will 100% piss someone
if not all off
[the other 10% are just nonsense]

cant u tink before u do anything hurtful?

maybe to u u tink its nothing and wont hurt
but its just we dun wan to say out nia lor
we trying to do wad we can to like somehow keep this
friendship but tink its getting abit hard for mi liao :(

maybe u just saying wad u feel like but cant u like control abit?
or say it in a less offensive manner?

there is so much more i wanna let out sia
but i tink its not so good ba

tink very diff to talk to u liao lor
last time like better
its either i dunno u that well last time or u change so much [or opened up]

felt so sad bout another dude abit outcasted now which in my view
was just trying to defend himself
the outcasted dude wasnt surpose to be him i guess

dun come and ask mi who pls
and if u tink is u hor
why would u tink so?
unless u ownself feel u been saying bad stuff all along
if u do why do u still keep doing

Guess its personality?
diff ppl cant stand diff people's personality
guess that personality reacts my limit :S

those who saw treat it as a blank post :P

Yotsuba no Clover...

4:53 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.