Thursday, December 22, 2005

Should i get a new com or not :S

my brother wans to sponsor like 20% of it
than he will use the com im using now
so we wont have to be fighting for 1 com

but on the other hand
after i told my mother
shes like very angry
she starts to talk to herself loudly in the house
saying stuff like "1 com not enough ah"
"1 com already everyday camp there"
"1 everyday sit infront of com [thats mi :S]"
"the other come home super late still use com [my bro]"
"u tink we so free everyday check on u all"
Blah blah blah

its not like i told u to check on us :S
wad to do lehhhhhhh
to make myself happy or not to make my parents mad :S

Yotsuba no Clover...

9:35 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.