Hachimitsu no Kuroubaa

Thursday, September 08, 2005

this afternoon my volcano errupted :X
haiz
felt bad i vased my anger on yk :X
Im sorry

Reason :
DOTA :(
[maybe its part of the reason ba]
the one that started the fire on the filled tank
of oil :X

bad stuff better not say much
been so long since i exploded :S
maybe its because i keep all that oil inside
than got fire i will BOOOM
but now the tank is empty le
hope it neber fills up :S

Brainwash time wahahhahaha

Parents came back le ^^
they said they buying shoes jeans watch and
shirts for mi
but end up only got watch and shirt
the watch is disappointing :X
weirdy and like kiddish? dunno how to say
[not that i dun appreciate wad they did
thats y im wearing it :D]
the shirt is omg eeeeeeeeee
i end up not taking the shirt :X
let my mum wear it

but its not like they went korea to shop stuff for mi
:P
as long as they had fun
and came back home im glad le

Not forgeting they brought tons of SeaWEED Home
wahahahaha

Yotsuba no Clover...

11:10 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.