Tuesday, September 06, 2005


my daily life is sianz :X
during school suddenly felt like laming
hahaha maybe its been some time since
i actually let go and lame without tinking of
the consequences :P

proj haiz
see ty de le than see ours is this reaction hahaha
nvm we can do it :X

Did you know??
Jy move house 3 times le
She hab been staying at lakeside de for 4 years +
WAhahahahaha
:P

hearing some stuff made mi wan to get something
or do something but i still tink better not
hahahahaa
blogging but i still holding back alot alot of stuff
sometimes i feel its better to keep than to spill
thats how i am
maybe thats y sometimes i dun talk much about life
only lame :D
but i tink thats a better life to lead
i choose not to affect others and to try to cheer them up
and help them
but i hurt those who wan mi to open up

Bleh tink too much :P


Yotsuba no Clover...

9:32 PM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.