Thursday, June 30, 2005

What hab i did for my parents :(


just claimed money from my
dad to buy July de concession
:(
i see him take $45 from his
money case
(taxi driver carry 1 pencil
case size bag to keep their
earning of the day de :X)
than it was like 1/3 of his
earnings of the day...
About 1/3 ah..
than i felt like erm...
keep taking money from
parents like :(
they work so hard than i
took away so much money
for my use...

i know they are my parents
ah should pay for child
but i felt that i can like
ownself work abit reduce
their money thing :X
im 17 liao and depending
fulling on allowance
parents gib mi...
than my expense getting
higher and higher :(

tink i should start tinking
for my parents...
maybe getting a job soon
or something..
end of this sem go job hunt
at less pay for my expenses
myself...

i neber really did something
for my parents before :X
am i the only one who
doesnt celebrate father &
mother day with parents de?
sad to say their birthday i
also neber buy gift for them
before :(
am i not a good child??
cause i always hear some of
my friends saying wad to
buy for their parents :X

i hope after i start to earn
some money i will tink for
my parents abit and not
just myself...
see next year got chance
at less buy something for
my parents :X
i dun even know their
birthdays :(

actually i dun really keep
birthday dates one :X
i dunno everyone de
birthday one LOL :X
really...not until ppl tell mi
or when its getting closer
than i will know one :X
tink i should start keeping
a record of ppl's birthdays

ppl say i bo sim i dun
believe hahaha :X

k lah say til here :D
guess this counts as a
character change? :P

Constantly improving :P
Bc out


Yotsuba no Clover...

7:17 PM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.