Saturday, June 25, 2005

down this days :S


this few days my mood is not so
good sia...
like wad they call mood swings
or pms hAHahahaha if i hab 1 :P

thurs sch starts on 12 and the
mood thing started to kick in..
i had nothing much to do at home
than dunno y start to feel down
:X
its weird ah...
than i completely no mood to
go sch at all :(
tink quite long than decide to
go sch for rwps nia?
than go town with aug they all
walk around abit hope to kill
this bad mood..
it did :D heng ah
but it was temporary ah..
at less its better that i pon
and stay at home even worst..

wanted to buy freedom
gundam!!
the one i keep say
about :P
went to alot places but all bo
or out of stock :(...
Thought it might make mi less
down cause its something i
always wanted to fix and paint
but no luck :(

during the night behind boonlay
mrt got this stage with
performances?? than at 8+
heard some bang bang sound :P
ahahaha cannot be shoot crows
at the night de mah so i looked
out my window...
Wow!
FIREWORKS :D
neber thought got this kind of
things happen here de...
it was short but nice to look at
:D
but no much ppl know bout it..
the qi fen not there i guess

fri was yf birdday :P
happy birdday to her :D
i lied that i cant make it to her
birdday thing :S hahahaha
surprise right but end up tink
she know le :X
than due to the lesson timing
and stuff the meeting very
diff than we where late :X
when we reach they eat finish
leeeee :X than we super hungry
hahaha
than only we few ppl eat nia..
but it was still alright lah :P

But guess we wont as close as
we were during year 1 :X
alot has happened i guess
than ppl start to hab their
groups of close friends and stuff
dunno ah :X
y like that ah :(
dun wan go into details :D
after all its a happy day
at less alot ppl turned up right :D

than eat le eat cake :D
my joke they dun understand liao
:( hahhahaha
or they purposely gei siao dun
wan laugh one hahahaha
but still ok ah fun :D
than when to espanade (Duno how
to spellll)
hahahaha when to the roof top
there..
it was nice :D
cool breeze...
nice view of the river? i dun dare
say sea hahaha
weird music? :P
they practising nia
great for relaxing :P for mi it is ah
:D
alot couples hug hug see view :P
somehow it was real good feeling..
my down mood was not there
even thought 1 thought it would be
:P
nice place ah ^^

than we all when home le :P
this days aug alot of secrets :X
all the him and her chats CHIM lol
than miele also when jp mi and aug
shop around with her than when
home le...

i really like relaxing places this
days...
am i getting too stress out :P
last time always wan go fun place
play til super tired...
now i seek relaxation :D
im getting lazy hahahaha

my mood is much better le :D
fri evening again got fireworks
but i didnt even looked out my
window :X
even thought i like to see
fireworks..
guess its not as nice if u had no
one to share it with...
:P
corret right :D

today planned to dota alot with
ty aug jason they all but only
jason online now :P
hope later they online le can
play abit :D
mean time surf abit web slack..

bc out :D


Yotsuba no Clover...

1:44 PM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.