Monday, May 23, 2005

Parents back tonight :D

Time flies..
tonight my parents will be coming back home le..
they left a note about their flight no and time of arrival..
like hinting us to go fetch them back? LOL
the note says wad CI 661H arrival time 1905..
i guess we neber when to the air port to fetch our
parents before ah..
do u all do all this things for your parents??
i tink im not that close to my parents as alot ppl are..
eh not as in dun like them ah..
just dun interact much with them :X
during those mother's father's day i dun buy gifts
for them de sad to say :X
their birthdays also..
sometimes i got feeling am i a good son??
i tink im just lazy
hahahahahahahaha
maybe when i grow up more i might just do something
good for my parents :D
cause i really apreciate how they brought mi up ^^

Thanks mom and dad..
And my grandma too...

when i was young i use to live with my grandma cause
its near my school..
and even after we moved from ang mo kio to jurong
she even moved in for a dew months just to take care
of mi :S...that was when i was still in pri 5-6..
when i tink back i really didnt tell them how grateful
i was to them...
now my grandma is :X
only when u lose something than u will like miss or
regret? dunno how to describe :P
when u got it u dun really know or appreciate it..
:D

just say out some of this stuff :D
im not in a sad mood or wad ah just feel like sharing
my relationship with my family and stuff :D

i almost forgot my brother hahaha
he works for the army (Sign on)
air force de some engineer thing :P pay like not bad
2k+ than got alot bonus and stuff
we ah..ermmm
dun really interfere with his love life but interest and
stuff we do talk about..
he also likes naruto :P
he super black now cause he wanna tan til Duck
hahahahaha
fashion we are on similar grounds :P
maybe i was influenced to that fashion style? ^^
u guys also get influenced by family and friends de right?
:D

i dun really lame with my family members :X
dunno y..
i scared they like catch no ball LOL..
or will scold mi hahaha

my grandfather died if i not wrong few months before
i was born i tink..
didnt got to know him :X...

:D
now slacking at home alone..
everyday 10 like that wake up than online til like 4am
wah hiong...
i tink i not use to that long of using my pc..
also not so healthy :X
at 3-4 like that i can feel my eyes dieing on mi hahaha
not like wanna close liao but like ehhhhh dunno how to
describe...
like abit hurting ? or wad than i keep see mirror see red
annot hahahaha
today no more le :P back to my old self..
healthier self ^^

cant wait for parents to get back :P
wanna see wad they bought for us hahahha
ppl say i only care about the gifts i dun believe :P

but overall it was a fun time alone at home..
get to dota alot with my friends...
irc also very active this few days..
msn also got :D

Later must clean up abit le hahahaha
Bc out :P
take care ~

Yotsuba no Clover...

10:32 AM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.