Saturday, April 09, 2005

Life without computer

Been awhile since i posted :P

If u all hab notice i wasnt online for the pass 2 days??
not sure of the duration but it seems forever for mi :S

Felt like my com going to break down soon liao cause
start to get lots of errors and stuff haha so decided to
format my com before it happens :P
Burn up all the data, songs and stuff than waited for the
xp cd LOL rick lend his friend liao than yk lend mi....
was to happy finally got but than yk burned cd is FAKE
one LOL waste my time than now cant on com than
must wait for rell de quite long :S

Use to wake up early in the morning to use the com but
now sianzorrr wake up liao remember com cant use,
when back to slp til 11+ 12 got some cooking show
and stuff on tv LOL...Guess life gets real boring without
com and somemore no sch..Got those no contact with
social stuff feeling...

I was home alone and had nothing to do :(

I was too lazy to step out of the house so took out
some vcds and see :S
Wasnt really concentrating on the shows thought...
All this free time really gave mi some time to tink about
tons of stuff...Dun really remember wad i was tinking
LOLOL but ppl do tend to tink of negative stuff dun
they :S make themselves sadder and stuff...
Maybe we wan to feel the sadness and stuff ?? LOLOL
dunno lah now com back le at less better..Got something
to stop mi from tinking so much....

Tip : Mass gaming, Anime-ing, or wadever on the com ^^
It helps u stop tinking so much about life and stuff...
Maybe its running away from the life?? but at less
it better than tinking so much saddening yourselves

Ahhhh dunno lah.........................
when ppl got stuff to do they will wish they hab free time..
But when they hab free time they wish they had things to
do :S...This goes to everything...Sch, work, holidays and
not to forget even love :S....

I guess those days without computer and social life really
gave mi some time to tink through stuff but i dun
recommend more than afew days of loneliness hahaha

After my com when back up, i realise how much has
changed hahaha new albums coming up, new anime
themes and stuff :P (Maybe im still a child :S)

Really treating this exam as if its nothing :S
Didnt study much on the papers and only start the day
before the exam...Dunno y like that...

Holidays coming should be fun but i got a weird feeling
if will be sianzorrrr LOLOL dunno ahhhhhhh

Tinking too much liao :P
2 more exams to go ^^
Gl all
Take care ahhhh :P
Stay healthy (Applies to all :P not pin pointing)
hahahahaha

Yotsuba no Clover...

8:54 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.