Saturday, March 26, 2005

Wads up with my parents

Sianzorrrrrrrr
This few days been really boring for mi...
Been camping at home for 2 days le doing nothing but
stare ing at the square screens of either the com or the tv
:S Also dunno y but i got those very under the weather
mood :S keep got those sian and down feeling...

Today raining after so many hot day thought i would
feel better but...

Maybe its cause of my parents?? my mum also good friday
so was at home scolding mi? haiz...Maybe she no work
too free le than no tv or stuff to do?? than choose to scold
mi instead haiz...Keep coming into my room to tell mi to
stop using the com..but than i was not playing game..
chating with friend also cant..than it got worst at night..
cw was online so we were discussing proj de thing bout
10+pm than she shouted say "HABEN STOP AH" than
she just wonder outside my room murmuring stuff WTH
very ignoring the sound somemore im doing proj lor
haizzz....so i stop told ppl im toking to bb, off com and
lay on my bed cooling down (ps suddenly when off)...

but also cannot fulling blame my parents lah...dunno
wads up with mi cant seem to do things right :S...
so i decide not to argue with them...
i guess i really need to get out of the house...But go
where :( everything also need money :S travel also..
currently abit broke hahaha spending too much le but
still wanna go out see movie or drink coffee or something
maybe can lighten mi up abit :P

change my blog song to a very nice piano version of
gundam seed destiny's theme song...

Hope mi lighten up soon ^^
maybe i miss sch hahahahaha
Take care guys
Exams soon le gl hf ^^

Yotsuba no Clover...

2:28 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.