Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Stuff about mi ^^


Just wanna share some stuff about mi that u all may not
(or may :P) know about hee...

Im actually a very very shy guy (LOLOL believe it) when
im around ppl that i dun really know :S...Its not that i dun
like or wanna socialise but i just dun hab a pick up line or
a topic to start a conversation...Even if it is with someone
i know i tend to stay quiet sometimes tinking of wad can
i say to start a conversation...I guess it does not just come
out of my mouth freely..Maybe im just not a good talker :P
But usually when someone starts a topic to talk about i can
actually be quite interactive hahaha weird hor...But there
will still be times i dunno how to reply or reply something
weird which my end the conversation hahaha...When it
comes to lame-ing i guess i can really tink of weird stuff
and can lame out of nothing :P maybe my brain is not
functioning properly haha but i try to use my lame ing
as a way to make ppl laugh and make their day better i hope
hee...But sometimes i my jokes may be too offensive oso :S
Hope u all wont keep it to heart ^^...

On the outside mi may seem to be a happy guy hahah
but everyone hab their bad times...i guess im not the kind
that will show them out but keep it to myself (mi always
say vass out angry and sadness can relieve it abit)..But
mi myself dun do that haha...My mother hab this lights
off time at about 11.30++pm cause they dun wanna
keep worry about us staying up too late (so i guess mi ji
dong ^^)so i just i hab alot of time to lay on my bed just
tinking about stuff...Its like a little space of time for mi to
really tink about stuff hee ^^

Mi actually just wan a simply life i guess...No high paying
professional jobs but just one that can support a family
and hab abit extra to save and provide wants (hahaha)
for the family...But when it comes to relationship LOL
guess it will take long than it looks to get a simple life :S
(Anyone got "dating for dummys" haha or wads the no.
to contact hitch :P)

Friends is the best part of life ^^ we get to share
experiences and life with each other good or bad...
Mi hab a group of sec sch guy friends that
i hab been with since sec 1 and are very close..Hope we
will not just keep in touch but hang out like we do now
in the future ^^ not to forget my poly friends Hee...
To mi simple things like having a long chat with friends
talking about life and stuff, looking at the sea feeling the
breeze. gazing at the stars can be very relaxing and great
to do...Maybe its cause its hard to hab this kind of
moments when we hab a job..

Enjoy the life that u all hab now ^^
Call some friends out for coffee or something hahaha

Changed blog song ^^
Add one more random pic
Naruto manga 250 translated out


Yotsuba no Clover...

6:49 PM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.