Friday, March 11, 2005

Am i dieing?? LOL

I becoming like aug liao hahahaha paranoid about health
stuff :P but mine like quite jia lat leh :X oso dunno how to
describe....

Last week is flu and cough than on the weekends quite jia
lat...rested well and drank tons of warm...monday was
quite ok le but still coughing :S

Than its was when i was in the itos room this afternoon
when i have breathing difficulty??? WAh i though was
like a short while later will be better but when i reached
home til now still hab leh....its like cannot take deep
breathes....when i take deep breath my chest will like
cant take it than cause soem pain dunno wad happen...
only like the left side of the lungs hurt...
i suspect like my left lung like fail or something wah
very scary...i see tml how if still got i go see doctor le..

Good6 to mi :S u all take care wor now weather all this
very jia lat must take care...

Yotsuba no Clover...

8:56 PM

Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?

Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.

Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.

Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.

Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.