Sunday, January 20, 2008


After submitting my post
i realise how similar it is to my previous posts LOL


Yotsuba no Clover...

8:59 PM




Back again for a quick post before i bookin as usual :P

A much better weekend as compared to the previous 1 i must say
manage to enjoy the Powa Outram Claypot Rice XD
not needing to worry about having a short bookout
taking my time to enjoy all the little things around

Feels so good :D

today all i did was slp and nua XD
the following week will most likely be a boring 1
full of rehearsals for our senior's POP
6 more months + til its my turn

thats a long way to go man
now all i can do is look forward
to every single fri where i get to bookout!
also the upcoming CNY XD

alot things and places that i do and go quite often in the past
seems slowly but gradually reducing in frequency
is this how life as an adult with liabilities is?
maybe because of this
when u finally get to enjoy wad u wan to
it feels so awesome

anyway time to go :P


Yotsuba no Clover...

8:37 PM


Saturday, January 12, 2008


A week of training has passed yet again

Tough the training was
but it was not without its fun moments
the breathing apparatus confidence maze
to me was interesting and fun in a way
crawling through the smoke filled and pitch black maze
its something like moving with a blindfold

Also there were relaxing times as well
Civil Defence trains you like mad
but they usually gives u the rest of the night
to relax and rest up
which included TV! XD

I must say im starting to get use to life there le
but tinking about the 6+months of training to go
its kindna demoralizing :S

All i can do is just look forward to the next book out
but the following 1 might be at risked
due to my sot sir :X

Doing guard duty tml 24hrs ~_~
some recently included system to my course
as my time here ticks away
i just feel weird
walking around my house
but knowing the next time that i will be walking around here
will be in a weeks time just dun make mi feel good at all

So just wanna say
appreciate small but significant things in your life
before it gets taken away from u
may it be temporary or permanent

See you'll fri night if i pass my memory test
of remembering all the Commanders of all the firestations in SG
if not i will only see u all on sat le :S


Yotsuba no Clover...

10:04 PM


Sunday, January 06, 2008


Ta Dai Ma~

Finally decided to do something about my blog after so long..
its been like wad.. almost half a year?

dunno whether to say that time flied
or was unbearably slow
but it was clearly a new and life changing period of time

3 months of BMTC
away from things you hold so dear to
not just people
places and even feelings
doing things of a total different caliber from the usual
it can cause drastic changes to someone
and i dun mean it in a negative way
its surely something which i feel everyone should try to go through
at less once in their life
being away

Im now on the next stage of my NSF life
posted to SCDF [Civil Defence]
as an Officer Cadet Trainee
in the Basic Officer Course
its already been 2 weeks
but i'm still adjusting to the sudden change
dun like the system in CD
dun like the environment
after going through such an enjoyable BMT
it really made this vocation suck

wonder how im going to endure throught this 8months course
fighting for the pay and honor of the rank after the 8months

shall stop now til next time
should be able to post on a weekly basis until i Pass Out XD


Yotsuba no Clover...

10:14 AM


Sunday, August 05, 2007


blues.. :(


Yotsuba no Clover...

11:17 PM


Sunday, July 29, 2007


Past week was quite tiring cause of work :S
dunno if i will ever get use to lowlifing at work
Rike trading life for money rike that
ijjit really worth the trade?

anyway fri 6+ that time the feeling damn shuang!
everyone got da Pang Gan feeling XD
than when it finally happened
it marked a great weekend ahead :D

Arigato Mina!
[Thanks everyone in jap]
for taking time away from yours
to spend them with mi :P
Really appreciate it ^^
and all the presents are great!
be it gifts or treats every thought counts :D

now i need rest lol :S
ps cy bo help chius with your fyp
really tired and when i tink of the long week of work ahead
i just wanted to rest :X

also ps jy :S
and thanks also hohoho!!
apreciate wad u did :P


Yotsuba no Clover...

10:12 PM


Yamada's words

I wonder how you're suppose to give up...

Do i just decide to give up and act accordingly?
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?

Then will i forget everything someday?.
Everything, including this pain in my heart?
Everything...

Without a trace...
As if nothing was there to begin with?
Rika's words

I end up taking advantage of him because i know that he likes me.

I push away and hurt him but i still keep him by my side.
Takemoto's words

Hearing that, i realised that i was empty inside.

Up until that point i was blindfolding myself with responsibilities i had to bear.

but now that i was
suddenly free to do whatever i wanted,

I had to face the fact that i couldn't really do anything.
Takemoto's words

The day will surely come when everything ends and turns into a memory.

But...Im sure that I'll reminisce about it again and again.

You were there.
Everyone was there.

The day we searched for that one thing under the blue sky.
Takemoto's words

The sunset that i see as i stand next to you...

is so beautiful that it aches my heart.

So beautiful.